September 2022 - Time do change everything
It is funny that I read the letter I wrote for the future me in the same year. But, somehow I feel proud of myself. Today's writing comes with mixed feelings, I guess I should start with the happy part. I accepted by his family :) I am glad that it is as what I dream for. His parents and his siblings.. everyone is lovely. I went to see them at Ipoh, it is unplanned visit actually. I pray maghrib together with his family. I ate dinner and have conversation with his parents. I am lucky, to know and meet them. Proudly, I am not nervous. I am just afraid that I dont have anything to share (it is not that I dont have story). I am afraid the situation will be awkward. BUT ! Guess what, everything went smooth. Meeting his family do change my life. I want to be the best for him for his family. I want to be the best so I deserve to be in that family. <3 I cried that one night, I dont remember which night but just few days before today. I lied to myself. Again.. I still cant find it. H