Live Update ! 2025 is here

Hi, to my precious little Najihah. I am bringing the life update that I hope, this is what you are looking for.

Life has been great. You graduated with flying colours, you closed your study journey very well with a great CGPA. You created a very core memories with your friends. You parted away with things that has been messing up your mind confidently. 

After Atuk's gone, your life a little bit sad. The homes feel sorrow after he left. But, you stay strong and keep being stronger from day to day, and Im very proud of that. Your graduation went very well. You went to his graduation, met with his family together with his aunts. On your graduation day? He came, he met with your family, ate lunch together. But there's one thing I regret to tell you the most, we didnt have any picture with nenek :(. My heart was so full with Atuk leaving us that I forgot to appreciate the one who stay. I hope we can redo this :(.

Your career? You got three job offer. You are now in a very well established company. Who knows you are now in Saim Darbie? Can you imagine it? Hahaha, I guess we never dreamt of Saim Darbie. I remember we talked how great Gamuderz and Sunwiez is... You got a very supportive colleagues, a very best environment with lots of good people. I love where we are now in the industry. 

Your love life? We are planning for the day :) September this year will be the day I become someone's fiance. Specifically, Azizul's fiance :) Love never gave up on both of us. I hope, we will be happily married next year, building our future together and supporting each other in whatever decision we made. We are now LDR, he landed a job at Pontian, a very well established company too. :))

Yourself, this part... a little bit disappointing. Somehow we grew to a rebel person, not commit to the 5 solat that we need to do, and do things that... you know... BUT, I am still trying and will forever be trying. I said before, I want to be the best for myself. I will, take good care of my Iman, my Solat, my Deen and my Spirit. I hope, one day, we will really be a good muslimah. 

Friends? You are still in contact with them. The arwanewww, Amy in Perak, Izzah still in Terengganu, Jannah in Johor, Ija in Melaka, Dee in Pahang, Nana in Johor, Mariam pursuing her Phd and Atiqah - the nearest but the farthest. Haziq, no worries. He's still your friend hahah. He made you cry once but yeaa, he's good haha.  Live has been busy but for some of them, I know they are just one call away. 

Oh one more, the excited part. Hahaha, you are Acu now. You have your nephew, Affan Mikail on 26th March this year. He's cuteee, chubby and healthy. Nenek looks okay, we celebrated Raya without Atuk for the first time, I can see how strong she is. I hope she will always doing well. Ibu Ayah already pencennn and decided to stay Melaka to take care of nenek. Your bro? Married alreadyy haha. 

A very beautiful life update I guess. I hope you continue to survive. I know, somehow things may be not that pretty, but remember that rainbow will always there after storm. Somehow, you just cant see the colour, but the sky is already there for you. 

I love you always, and I hope you continue to shine. Stay healthy, physically... and mentally. :)

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