17 days after you left
I lost a great father-figure in my life, 17 days ago I lost someone who showers me with endless love, 17 days ago I never imagined my life after you leaving us, Atuk. It hits me hard, today. Home without you is not complete as always. No more getting your random jokes when we're about to eat. No more saying I love you before sleep. No more looking forward for your duit pencen. No more someone to look up at me in a proud way. Atuk, my 4 flat was for you. ... I does not have the courage to continue. I miss you, Atuk. I love you, forever.